goal1...still.

What was goal1?
err. to make all of the goals?

I need to shed it all right now. Leave it at the starting line because it's a lot to carry... and I know it won't come out right but this is the last of it.





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I want you to know that I understand.



I am scared to say the least. I'm so afraid and I know you already let go. I know you have a head start while I just tripped on my first step. and its like, I'm expecting you to come pick me up while I lay on my side with my hand reaching out to you and my head tilted up but you aren't going to come. I have to get up and do this on my own like you.
In the end, I know it's going to be okay. I have faith in you and I have faith in me too.
I love you. I only want you to remember that always. I only want to remember that you love me too.




I could go on forever.I know I have to stop