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Expressing myself lately has been
short walks through hell.

I can't utilize my head/ and I forget.or I do not know.
becoming less and less knowing- or it is my mind, debasing itself.




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Why am I reclusive and depressed.
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but
 When my strength is not wavering back and forth, i feel the heat from it. I like myself on those days/.


It's gnawing at me inside.


Above, I've provided the smallest bit of warmth.

or in hopes that you will find some delight in the photograph.either suffice.