Flowers

I went to the grocery store today but I didn't have enough money to make it through checkout>>> which is still a slight surprise.though, aware of how terrible i am with keeping track of my account, it should not be>>

.I became flushed for a moment.
Upon leaving the store, I only could feel disappointment.

I've been trying to practice humility as often as I get the chance. I realize that it is my insecurities that have immobilized me so.

This was more than humility. It's place was reserved as it would be but- it played a smaller part in this scene. This was so beyond one virtue.

I never want that. I don't ever want to not make it through checkout because I don't have enough money for food. This is what I'm talking about. The things I thought I already knew until it hits me in the face.

I see the real goals are coming.